Why oh why did I not learn from
last time... do not rush when you are late for a pickup...
I saw a woman walking towards the cycle lane that I was going down... (it's got kerbs on both sides and she was going to cross over).
I thought, it's OK she's gonna stop and look when she gets to the kerb, so I ease off the pedals but don't bother pulling my brakes...
next thing I know she steps right out in front of me without looking (she has her head down, looking at her feet)...
my brain freezes up and I pull the front brake but fail to apply the back brake... front brake doesn't bite, I panic, and BLAM.
Eyebrow = cut
Front tooth = broken
All of her knuckles = grazed
Bridge of her Nose = cut
Nostrils = bloody
Leg= hurt, can't stand up
Crying
I apologise and call an ambulance... then it all sinks in... I am a fucking idiot.
I don't care that she wasn't looking... it was my fault for rushing, not slowing down enough and failing to perform an emergency stop...

Fucks sake
Feel like cryin