i wasnt interested in football, my dad was always into motor sport so he took me to touring cars and stuff like that instead.
my only experience with football was always getting shit in school because my mum was german, about how shit germany were etc, and how 'we' (england) were gonna beat 'you' (germany and myself) like 'we' did in the world wars to. once it even got physical with my brother.
so for a long time i actually did support any team who played england, not out of support for the politics of the country england played, i couldnt give a shit back then, it was just wanting to see the people who gave me shit at school down the next day.
i did like football though i enjoyed going to Reading games when i did, but didnt really go regularly as i still associated football with the xenophobic shit i got at school.
since september have been living in Hamburg and going to st pauli home and away, because its perfect for me.
its football, so its got all the things that i enjoyed at Reading, the feeling of togetherness and community that comes with that and the joy and adrenaline of when your team scores a goal in front
of thousands of fans, the sense of power when your all singing, and the good feeling you get on saturday afternoons after your teams won.
AND its got left wing politics that go contrary to everything i associated with football before.
now i know that a football scene is made up of those who go to it, and isnt inherently right wing, and will try and go regular when i go back.
i will watch england matches, and be interested by them, and i no longer support the opposite team, but i dont think i'll ever really support them.
voted critical support though, as not supporting, or supporting just leaves international football to the right.