han said:
Hmmm - it does sound like you should consider a career change if it's what teaching's become that's doing your head in. You're not alone in feeling this, are you, if that's any consolation....
Would you consider finding some temp work of some kind, or something related to education that would benefit from your teaching experience, but that gives you the time and space in the evenings to do some classes and retrain?
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I've gone back to teaching because the alternative was bankruptcy.
If i didn't have to pay much for travel, i could maybe get by on £25k. (I earn more as a teacher cos i'm mucho experienced).
Thing is, temp work isn't going to pay that - and other jobs are really hard to find. When i left teaching the first time, i applied for literally hundreds of jobs - the only interview i got was where i ended up working - running a cinema for 17k. Recruiters don't see our skills as transferrable.
Now i'm in a worse position because my cv is all over the place - teaching, teaching, cinema, travelling, acting school, acting, workshop leading, supply teaching, teaching... and then whatever field i'm applying for. I imagine it's going to take a massive amount of lateral thinking to see me in a role where what they're expecting is "someone who's been doing the exact thing but at a more junior level".
I recently applied for a job with tfl. organising their programme of workshops going into schools preaching the messages of safety and citizenship. I had every single item on the person spec in spades. Even the "desireable" list. Every part of the spec was addressed with heaps of relevant experience. And i didn't even get shortlisted. Gutted was not the word.
There's another job in the guardian at the moment - clerical/admin thing. I fit the person spec and it's only a small pay cut - but i don't know if i've got the heart to spend so many hours applying when the chances are so slim.
The only kind of job my cv is fit for is teaching. I feel utterly trapped. Utterly powerless.
regarding ern and flims. flims is senior management. he teaches maybe 5 lessons a week - something like that. management is a less time intensive job, afaics.
ern is a head of dept. history, iirc. history isn't a labour intensive subject. not all subjects are created equal. and if you are HoD, you set the workload - to a certain extent.