a much happier day
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thank you all for the messages of support. As hard as they are to read,they're helping.
He's had the best fucking life a dog could ever want.
i hope he gets better 

He was a lot older than your boy though. It was his time...![]()


I found him behind the shed this morning,i was expecting him to be dead,but I don't think it was cold enough,he went out at about 4am. I think he knows,and he's ready. It's me that's holding him back,and that's pretty fucking selfish. I wanted to give him the chance to die at home,but i don't think that it's going to be fair on him. He's so frail and weak.
this is gonna be a bugger of a day at work.
But,trying to put a bright spin on it,there's going to be a little doggy,wagging its tail at the bluecross,who's going to get a new home for christmas.![]()
I found him behind the shed this morning,i was expecting him to be dead,but I don't think it was cold enough,he went out at about 4am. I think he knows,and he's ready. It's me that's holding him back,and that's pretty fucking selfish. I wanted to give him the chance to die at home,but i don't think that it's going to be fair on him. He's so frail and weak.
this is gonna be a bugger of a day at work.
But,trying to put a bright spin on it,there's going to be a little doggy,wagging its tail at the bluecross,who's going to get a new home for christmas.![]()
(I'm really sorry I'm saying that btw!) 
I found him behind the shed this morning,i was expecting him to be dead,but I don't think it was cold enough,he went out at about 4am. I think he knows,and he's ready. It's me that's holding him back,and that's pretty fucking selfish. I wanted to give him the chance to die at home,but i don't think that it's going to be fair on him. He's so frail and weak.
this is gonna be a bugger of a day at work.
But,trying to put a bright spin on it,there's going to be a little doggy,wagging its tail at the bluecross,who's going to get a new home for christmas.![]()



I know he knows,and he knows i knows he knows ect.![]()
Thank you though,for the kind thoughts. (everyone)

yeah but not for long. It's been a hard day,even though I've not done any work.
I found him behind the shed this morning,i was expecting him to be dead,but I don't think it was cold enough,he went out at about 4am. I think he knows,and he's ready. It's me that's holding him back,and that's pretty fucking selfish. I wanted to give him the chance to die at home,but i don't think that it's going to be fair on him. He's so frail and weak.

Hard anticipating return home, what you'll find, eh? XXX
it's all me me me ain't it
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