I think I've had my own personal reset since relegation, in terms of what I'm hoping to see. This time 2 years ago I was pretty grumpy about losing our National South status that we'd worked so hard to achieve. This time last year I was disappointed with 12th place and no real hint of a promotion challenge, even though we'd won more games (17) than we lost (14) for the first time since promotion 6 years earlier. My expectation when relegated was a serious promotion challenge (i.e. top 5 finish) within 2 years. I don't think that was unrealistic at the time, but after this season I simply want to enjoy the matchdays again. We won 6 of the first 8 home league games this season, but only 4 of the remaining 13. As for the away form, well, 2 league wins all season, one in September at Canvey Island and the other on a Tuesday evening in March at Potters Bar. I go to about half the away games and I've personally seen a single away win in each of the last two seasons, at Margate in February last year and Potters Bar a couple of months ago. The last few away defeats with the spectre of relegation looming (Dover, Cray Valley, Bognor) were so depressing I wondered why I bother, so for Carshalton I didn't.
I have no great expectation of a top 5 finish next season, I just want to enjoy the games again, and to win more than we lose. I'd like to think we can build towards eventually becoming Isthmian League champions again, but I'm not desperate to win the play-offs just for the sake of climbing the pyramid. Do I really want to visit Chippenham again instead of Chichester? Or Farnborough instead of Folkestone? (Alright, I miss Bath, but we've got Lewes and now Ramsgate too.)
Two years ago it was uncertain whether we'd retain our crowd numbers in the lower league, and if you'd told me then we would finish 12th and 18th in the next two seasons I'd have has visions of attendances diminishing towards 1,500 or less and collapsing the whole business model that got us where we were, but amazingly that didn't happen. I'd now like to see a younger manager and team grow over a period of several seasons, rather than signing a load of National South players in search of a quick fix and an instant promotion challenge.