I spent 10 years on the left, then, at 25 I came to the following conclusion:
Anarchists and socialists hang on to a psuedo judaic concept of heaven. That the working class, and humanity in general is in need of moral guidance from a minority who see some kind of higher truth. Either through revolution or reform they must be led to this better world of shareing and careing.
I'm sorry but its all rubbish. All attempts to implement a seemingly perfect society accrding to any theory have ended in brutality. Fact is that human nature is not as one sided as the ideas of Marx or Kropotkin etc etc.
From the earliest animals to evolve that ate each other to this age of nuclear weapons and sub machine guns suffering and violence have been a fact of existance. Nothing will be gained in trying to eridacate that through political theory, as the judaic religions have tried to suppress sexual desire and selfishness and failed.
I sympathise, really I prefur the "left" to the "right" but it just aint gonna happen. No amount of papper selling or critical mass bike riding or marching from A to B through central London or bonding with like minded people in a social setting is going to be enough.
We are just animals like any other and we instictivly put our immediate personal needs above all else. If we didnt we would be extinct by now. Ive reached the conclusion that the most Ican do is be as good person as possible, in spite of my selfish gene for self preservation on this brutal planet.