Jessie, i have to agree with just about all you say really.
My heart gets in the way though.
If i refused to see dangers, then i would be misguided. But i don't refuse. I am worried really about how this will pan out, and i am guided by my mind when i say that i really really do not want PAD to force samak into resignation. For just about all the reasons you say.
Forgive my heart really is all i can offer in reply to you just right now. I once followed and attempted to understand politics in all its 'glory'. I took a turning away from it about the time i moved to chiang mai (2002), being too fed up with it. It's ugly. I'd rather let my heart override the mind. Let it off its leash so to speak.
I was born on one piece of earth, but i have chosen to live my life on another piece of earth, and it would be wrong to say that i am not somewhat disturbed by current events. Maybe i was wrong in my reactions back in 2006 in hindsight, but they were born from the heart. But that doesn't mean i can't recognise things better this time round. Like i said, the two contexts in terms of living here and seeing things pan out are not the same. The country WAS split last time, i believe most thais had in their admirable way already moved on since the last election. However the black hand that leads the PAD demonstrators is feverishly, and pathetically, at work unfortunately.
Apologies for any negative barbs i may have sent your way. As usual, even when i've given up on the papers, fucking politics barges into one's consciousness...
but yes, democracy for nations like thailand is the best thing. Agreed man!
Yay!
Result!
Nice one!
A profoundly honest post, fela. Full of vunerability and acceptance that you may be wrong here.
Respect, mate.
I recognise, acknowledge and empathise with your willingness to address the potential blind spots that may have restricted your capacity to engage more "objectively" (whatever
that is

) with the issues at hand.
Trust me, the battle to rid myself of my arrogance is the most profound that I've ever engaged in - the willingness to genuinely interact with those who I think are wrong in an open minded way, is the most difficult process of my life. And, the most rewarding.
You have just provided me with some inkling that the battle (despite how it "feels",) may be worthwhile.
I'm far from finished in trying to smash my "belief system" into pieces, in order that I may construct a better paradigm of reality - it's a daily challenge.
But in the meantime, in my world........
.....Fuckin' respect fela fan, maaaaaan, for your willingness to open up, engage - and learn. To challenge your own limited-thinking, biases and prejudices and to value the process of self renewal that such self-analysis can precipitate..
You're wrong on this one and you've got the balls to both get it and acknowledge it.
Respect, maaaaaaaaaan!
Meanwhile, while I
do understand your desire to disengage with the "news", I personally would prefer that you were re-engaged with a plethora of sources and could add voice to the variety of perspectives through a nuanced reading of
all the pundits and the provision of a synopsis of the different perspectives.
Don't get me wrong, I'm a cynical cunt worse than you. But to see you swirl yourself in a confusing haze of "I don't need to keep up with the current affairs as expressed through the media", is
so frustrating to me (and I imagine others on Urban).
I assert that you have an Urban
duty to be a fully media-informed, rational, multi-source educated, completely engaged, integrated and yet broadly exposed and as objective as possible, providing the wiiiiiiiidest of perspectives - human-Urbanite-on-the-ground-in-Thailand.....that Urban75 has ever seen. Step up to the plate, man, you're in a unique position to provide this level of
informed perspective to Urban75.
Please forgive me if it's presumptious to hope that you will fulfill this role on Urban75. It's just that I
do think you could and would be a
superb commentator on events in
the land of smiles.
And I will
keep arguing for you to engage in that role.
But
only if
you are willing to provide us with that insight - as distinct from your own desires - and the only way for you to achieve that will be for you to not
restrict your political reading, but to
expand it.
Again, I fully understand your desire to disengage - imagine my own frustrations given the political reality here in HK after all this time. I'm about ready to offer up my worn-out, multi-demo, marching boots as an example of the most worthless political-artifacts on the planet...
But, I
really believe that if you re-engage with the process of critical, political analysis of the "realpolitik" and extend yourself (yet again, against your better judgement and with your
full critical faculties engaged,) into the intellectual conundrum that is politics in Thailand, you will serve the "Truth"
far better than rationalising your disengagement.
Or something.
Anyway, it's 5:00 am again and my life could do with a bit more of "having any income, any job, any future, or any hope" than it does.
So I guess I should stop "cunting" you, fela, to engage a little more objectively with us here - and should probably, properly, fuck off and focus on any kind of salvation to my own imminent demise in degredation, squalor, indignity, solitude and suicide.
But I just can't help sticking my useless cunt into the mix and remonstrating that if you stopped the "I've given up reading politics and am above that squalour", and rather started to get down in the dirt again with those of us that
still, against all odds,
do give a fourpenny fuck about the
integrity of the political process.....
....I really
do think you could be a powerful and relevant political voice on these matters within the Urban75 space - and I
don't want to see your contribution relgated to the realm of the evidential loonies here and seen as such.
Wake up, get involved.
Don't
stop reading the media -
start reading it
all and help to provide us "Urban-ill-informeds'" (as we inevitably are,) with a
fully balanced, well-informed view and analysis of Thai politics.
Or don't of course - I do realise the depth of the commitment I am requesting.
Anyway, mate, love you without condition and wish you contentment.
Fair?
Blessings all and, remember, be nice to each other....
Woof