kenny g
Sheeple Awake!
1999 was the worst year for me. I had grown a beard and had a shaved head and looked like some bizarre Manson/taliban figure-- why I had done this i do not know, and was carrying a big block of hash which i stopped making into spliffs but started eating in a desperate attempt to come down from the massive charley lines I seemed to be doing every 20 minutes or so. Needless to say it all rapidly descended into some kind of autistic breakdown with me being convinced i was being tracked by the helicopters and various police agents. I can remember flushing a few grams of powder into one of the bogs and being convinced that at that very moment the SWAT teams would descend and i would have the last laugh. Needless to say nothing of the sort happened.
Another experience from that year, i seemed to be hearing voices full on..or maybe it was true, but i was sure that I heard a voice from a tent say that they would bet 25pence that I would not leave Glastonbury fields alive. I convinced myself that i would be stabbed to death that day. Saw some kids passing chewing gum but assumed they were sharing razor blades to slice me up . Got out from the very center of the rap tent convinced that I had had a lucky escape.
I was about to go into a welfare tent in the green fields and turn myself in a s someone who had completely lost the plot but either someone said, or I hallucinated someone saying , that if I went in there i would never come out again. Fortunately i followed their/my advice and got myself to some kind of tent/ cafe where i sat down for a long time and someone gave me a ball that I could throw to a dog which it brought back to me and slowly, slowly I returned from the deep paronoid hole into which i had decended and shared a couple of words with some guy about how I had been too terrified to communicate for many hours and he said he could see that I had been in a pretty bad place. Anyways, I had wandered all over the site, lost my mates and my mind but finally found some good vibes which I will never forget my thanks for.
Another experience from that year, i seemed to be hearing voices full on..or maybe it was true, but i was sure that I heard a voice from a tent say that they would bet 25pence that I would not leave Glastonbury fields alive. I convinced myself that i would be stabbed to death that day. Saw some kids passing chewing gum but assumed they were sharing razor blades to slice me up . Got out from the very center of the rap tent convinced that I had had a lucky escape.
I was about to go into a welfare tent in the green fields and turn myself in a s someone who had completely lost the plot but either someone said, or I hallucinated someone saying , that if I went in there i would never come out again. Fortunately i followed their/my advice and got myself to some kind of tent/ cafe where i sat down for a long time and someone gave me a ball that I could throw to a dog which it brought back to me and slowly, slowly I returned from the deep paronoid hole into which i had decended and shared a couple of words with some guy about how I had been too terrified to communicate for many hours and he said he could see that I had been in a pretty bad place. Anyways, I had wandered all over the site, lost my mates and my mind but finally found some good vibes which I will never forget my thanks for.

