I'm sort of a doppelganger of Darth vador.
I was that pissed up bastard with morals that an alley cat would be ashamed of but as i grew older I realised that there was more to life than just having fun without giving a shit about anyone else as long as I could have a fast bike and a drink or ten with my equally fucked up mates.
I worked it out that people actually matter to me and things that do harm to people are bad news.
So I picked up morals somewhere on the line and stopped being a cunt. Is that so bad?
Having said that i now own a bike again and do like a blow out on it from time to time but don't blast off down the pub and get pissed any more.
You just have to consider the bright side. I have managed to work out that other people do matter and I would sooner defend them than those who would hurt them.
See I may not be such a cunt after all.
Now, like Vador, Anikin is still in there so I do have to be careful that I don't start shagging around and getting pissed again.
I may turn into an urban style nice person.