Hi everyone, I used to be a keen blogger writing every day. I got a lot out of it, though it seemed nobody read my blog! This year I've been put on antipsychotics and I'm currently on Paliperidone. I no longer feel the same urge to write. I've come back to Urban75 in the hopes that it will get me writing again. Has anyone else experienced something similar? I'm hoping that with practice I can find my creative flow again. I've been rereading my old blog and enjoying it, but I feel upset that there doesn't seem to be anything to write about anymore. A friend has encouraged me to get back into reading and I've started reading The Fire Eaters by David Almond. I find listening to classical music is helping me to read. My mind feels too empty without it. I had been inspired by delusions that I had, and now they are all gone which is great. I now want to find inspiration without being delusional, but I'm finding it difficult. I think I've lost confidence in myself because of my experiences. It no longer feels like creativity is a protective force. I'm sure it's good for me to try to become more creative again though. I was wondering if anyone had any advice or is going though something similar. Thanks.